Day Seven

Well what do I say about day seven. I didn't do much of anything. I woke up around 1:30pm. Yep that's right in the afternoon because I had nothing to get up for. Sad but true. I woke up to find my TV on. I must have left it on all night because I remember incorporating most of the info-mercials into my dreams. Especially about this one guy who would not be quiet and really liked hearing himself talk. (talk about an annoying dream)

But I found a common denominator in my dreams. Every time there would be a dominating person, I would always go against the grain. I would fight against their opinions and establish a following of believers in what I said to be truth. It was really frustrating but really cool. I actually fell in love with someone in my last dream. Right before I awoke I was cuddling with this guy in the mist of a downpour. And all of my followers & close friend where there and it didn't matter that it was raining all over us. In fact, we were playing a battle of wits against this other group. And I was getting angry at this lady hosting the program because she was always skipping over my turn. One question was "what things would you find on a bank robber?" I was like call on me I would know this answer.... but she skipped right over me when it was clearly my turn because I was next in line. I was furious!

Guess what? When I woke up at the end of this dream.... Family Feud was playing on TV. LOL hence the dream about a game of wits.

Which just edifies the fact that we are still aware of our surroundings while we sleep. If something is whispered into our ears we can just as easily meditate on it while perfectly asleep.

I think when you have a really great GOD dream it's because he's right next to us whispering sweet things into our ears.

I just love him.

........... so back to my day. When I finally got up and did something which was around 2:30pm, I ate something little and went to my parents office to help them out.

Afterwards, I rented a movie called the EVENING. Oh is so good. It brought a desire to have a passion for life again.

I want to go out NOW and experience life and make a bunch of mistakes. Cause in life there is no mistakes. :) I especially want to fall head over heals in love, I want to stand at the edge of the world amongst the oceans & feel the wind entangle my hair, I want to smell of sea salt and run up & down the beaches. I have so much of the earth yet to experience. And so many people of the world to love. I have passion again. I thought it not possible days ago.



There a lesson I learned today about healing. Get out and have a passion for life again!

FUNNY STORY.......
BEGINNING of DAY EIGHT....
As for this morning @ 2:30 am, I was out on the porch of my apartment enjoying the breeze and the sound of wind chimes. I laid down and watched the clouds roll by. And I began to sing any song that came to mind. And then I slowly drifted out of my mind while singing. And then I stopped.... to listen to see if the Angels where singing along. (which I have heard them before) You have to be still and know that he is God. Well just out of know where. I hear a noise.... and I focus into it to discern it... It's coming from above....... CLAP, CLAP, CLAP, CLAP, CLAP, CLAP, CLAP.. Oh how embarrassing I thought, who in the world is awake at this hourly? Surely I didn't awake someone because I definitely was not singing all too loudly, mostly under my breath and unto the Lord. It was humbling to know that I was not alone. Needless to say, I stopped, got up, and went inside for the evening to write this.

GOOD EVENING,
Jac.